Hi all,
Just a quick update for now.
I haven't weighed myself so I don't know what I weigh, but I'm mostly wearing stretchy waist-bands :P hehe. My uniform skirt doesn't fit anymore, I've been wearing trousers, nobody has mentioned it yet, it's not like it's a rule I have to wear a skirt, it's just that I have to wear matching uniform.
I've been eating a LOT even for me. I went for Chinese last weekend and actually couldn't walk out for almost an hour after eating :P I'm afraid I wasn't paying attention to what I ate, but I know that I ordered 3 main meals for myself, but I was sharing with friends and there were tons of sides and appetisers. Plus, being the piggy that I am I had cake too hehe.
A few days ago I almost had a crash. I almost rear ended someone because I was concentrating more on getting a donut from my bag than the lights ahead, so I've stopped eating in the car. It used to be a rule of mine that I wouldn't eat while the car was in motion but I've been naughty and kinda disregarded that rule until now. I feel like I'm hungry all the time, even when I've just eaten. I do get to a point where enough is enough (or I'm going to puke) but I still feel like I want more, so it's hard not to snack while I'm driving. Especially since rareley a journey goes by without a stop to buy said snacks :P
Right now I'm sat in bed eating a pack of muffins I left on the floor, but I'm on the 4th and last one so I've got to think about getting up and fueling up for the morning. There's not a lot of food in so I may even have to shop. I've got time off until the 29th then just 4 hours that day until the 2nd when my shifts are back to normal. Even though it's busy I'm not needed lol :P I'm just staying in mostly, I have a lot of work to do ;) I feel a little guilty that I've spent less than a hundred pounds on friend's and family's presents yet about 300 on food since the beginning of the month, but then I look down at my growing body and feel sooooo sexy and so good about myself that I don't care. I just want to eat and eat and grow so large that I don't have to walk or work or do anything I don't want to.
So with that in mind, I'm going to see what I can scavenge, then go on for a mcbrekkie! Today is going to be a 30,000 calorie day if I get my way!
Bubi! Merry Christmas everyone!
Ali x x x X X X x x x
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hey, glad u posted again. sounds like youre gonna have a good day. could you write what you did/ate?
30,000 calorie day! would be gr8 to spend a say with you! and you got lots of time off to eat eat eat :D yaaaay!
i wouldn't worry bout spending that much on ur family, im sure they are all thoughtful gifts :)
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Whoa! Haven't checked this in ages and saw that you've been updating again! Awesome!! I'm glad to hear that you're doing good and enjoying yourself. Pretty amazing progress you've made too lol! Have a Merry Christmas and don't forget to overindulge:D
Sounds like you have been thinking a lot lately of what life would be like, so fat you would be unable to work and barely able to walk either?
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