Getting Away With It

My Mum seems to have calmed down on the whole idea now, yesterday I caught her eating half a sponge cake and when I took the other half she didn't say anything. Plus she thinks I'm too unfit for excersise so she decided we shouldn't bother until we've dieted a little.

I'm well over 250 pounds now, as I mentioned, and it's actually more difficult to do things than it was last year. It can take 5 minutes longer to go to the toilet if you factor in sitting down, getting up and trying to get my jeans done up again. In fact with the amount I eat I spend half the day on the bog these days.

I'm sooooo hungry! There's hardly any food in the house, everything needs cooking and I can't do that or my mum will have a go! I'm waiting until tonight then I'm getting a pizza AND a burger AND a chicken wrap AND some fries AND I'm going to eat 2 cadbury's muffins AND 2 brownies!!!! I'm just so FUCKING hungry!!! All I can think about right now is stuffing my face and all I've got is one polo and that's covered in fluff! I've gone almost 3 hours without eating so far today, that happens like once a month and it's usually because I'm out getting drunk lol!

My mum still thinks its ok to have soft drinks so I've had 2 2 litre bottles of diet coke to hold back the hunger today so at least that's something lol! There's another 2 downstairs, I think I'm gonna drink one in one go to stretch out my belly and then save one for tonight.

I just drank it all, it only took me 3 minutes!!!! I'm soooo fulllllllllllll! Feels like I'm gonna pop hehe! I can't wait for tonight, I'm gonna be stuffed!!!

Bubi for now.....